My Life. My World! :]

BRONZE, SILVER OR GOLD?

Most friends are bronse, they existed but for no reason, they became part of your life. You just know them and that's it!

Some friends are silver, you may see them beside you, they are always with you but not on the hardest part of your struggles.

Few of them are Gold. You may not see them always. But they are always there in time you needed them most. For no reason they will leave you alone. Trusts you and will never contradict what you are fighting for. Will share golden moments with you. Will love you no matter how complicated the way of your reasoning was. Will never throw you as an option coz you've choosen to have Low Profile. Will never replaces you even if you are not famous. Always asks you if you're ok. Always tells you that they missed you and never saying shits behind your back. :)

STARS :]

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Precious relationships in this world are like bright stars,

we may see them blinking from up above.

But somewhere in its own cycle...

Galactic matters are on the go.

Few may bump unto them several times.

In real life, we named it trials.

Some survives and some becomes affected

and when they became affected,

they became weak,

and when they are weakened by the trials they are about to die.

They became dead stars.

They still exist but without light.

Some struggled for what they are afraid to lose.

They are holding tightly full of hope.

Believing that they will be regenerated

at the right time.

When that day come.

They will be falling stars- ready to fall inlove again.

Valentine's Day 2012

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Simpleng title pero masasakit na eksena sa totoong buhay ang nilalaman.

Natatandaan ko pa kung kailan ako unang nagkaroon ng idea sa kung ano ba dapat ang meron sa special event na yun.

Noong elementary, Simpleng Wienerwurst(Wiener Roast tawag ng mga Pinoy). Noong high school, dedication booth, flower delivery, fabricated love letters, letter para sa sarili (para sa mga pretentious na may suitor sila).

Unang sabak ng mga newbie sa ligawan. Merong nagtatagal, meron din namang seasonal(may maligawan lang, para takaw eksena sa Valentine's Day).

Noon wala akong karapatang magboyfriend. Yun tipong para hindi ka magmukhang abnormal, tomboy o di kaya loveless... Mahalin mo nalang yung sarili mo at sabihing masaya ka kahit hindi naman totoo.

16 ako nung una kong nagka-jowa(offensive term), college na ko nun kaya dun ako nakatikim ng malayang buhay away, away sa super family ko :)). Dahil long-distance relationship kami ng impaktito kong ex-jowa. Mahigit 1 yr. lang ang nakayanan namin ( nakayanan talaga?). Nalimutan ko na kung kailan kami unang nagkita, ang natatandaan ko nalang sa MOA yun @ Burger King. Hindi ko na din sya papangalanan tutal hindi naman ako endorser at hindi din ito twitter para i-mention ko pa sya. I just wanna say thank you nalang sa walang kakwenta-kwentang date you had with me in the past.

Some months ago after, meron na syang kapalit(oh! Di ba parang gamit lang). I met him when I founded a clan. So, malamang founder ako kasi member ko sya eh. Nakalimutan ko na lahat. I started giving up sa bad traits ko. Nagbago na din ako.

From Pasig to Nueva Ecija, he used to travel 4 hours just to be with me. So, effort! EFFORT Di ba!?

EFFORT ang dahilan kung bakit mabilis ma-fall ang tao, sa simpleng effort nakakasilip ng pagmamahal. Since, usapang Puso yung topic natin. Lulubos-lubosin ko na.

Dahil dun mas mabilis ako napamahal sa kanya, mabilis na halos Di ko namalayan na wala din pala syang pinagkaiba sa mga hayop sa ibabaw ng lupa. :( He's an ultimate womanizer, niloloko nya ko ng talikuran. At dahil nga tanga ako, ano ba naman yung patawarin ko sya e hindi naman bawal.

After 3yrs of our relationship he's still the same. Precisely, we remained the same. Manloloko sya, Tanga ako! :))

Ang hirap labanan ng lungkot. Ang hirap palang i-let go ng isang bagay na natutunan mo nang mahalin at pahalagahan :(

Hindi ko alam kung dapat akong matuwa dahil tanggap ko nang hindi nya ako mahal o dapat ba kong malungkot dahil hindi nya ako kayang mahalin.

"ang tunay na pagmamahal walang kasamang panloloko at pagsisinungaling"

Valentine's Day 2012

Araw ng mga puso, find time para bigyan mo naman ng day off yung puso mo. Hindi malaking usapin kung single ka, taken, taken for granted o nakikiuso lang. Ang mahalaga sigurado at masaya ka sa sitwasyong gusto mong pasukan. :)

Para sa mga nagbasa, thank you.

Lagi mong tandaan " isinilang ka upang maging maligaya" (Sabi ni Lolo Mario).

Kung pipiliin mong maging tanga dahil nagmamahal ka tulad ko, choice mo yan.

HOW BED TIME INSPIRES ME?

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I am a simple woman.

Born in a simple life.

Having a simple dream,

yet handed one of the greatest professions of all times.

I am an EDUCATOR.

I am a Licensed Professional.

BED TIME is one of my favorite scenes in my movie-like life.

Whenever I'm laying on my bed, I can see the structure of my life.

I can picture out different futures that my path can bring my feet into.

I can cry secretly.

I can talk to myself and no one's laughing at me.

I can dance without the beat.

I can sing without holding any sheet.

I can see my wings and I can fly.

I can dive into the deepest of the sea.

I can crawl into the wall like the ants perfectly walking guided by a formed line.

I can paint the world.

I can create wind and fire.

I can keep precious people alive.

I can touch the face of our Dearest Almighty God.

I can be a mother of a child.

I can be a beautiful wife.

I can stop bloody wars.

I can spread peace on earth.

I can take away hatred on someone's heart.

I can pull-out people from the dark.

MY BED is the most wonderful place on earth.

In my bed, I once dreamt to be a teacher.

You know HOW BED TIME INSPIRES ME? :)

Only Acceptance Can Heal A Wounded Heart

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Acceptance is an open door for a new chapter of life.
A new beginning, a story with new roles of characters, a new scene in which new actors and actresses may be involved.
New situation may take place it may bring happiness and sadness into one's heart.

If only people could accept what's already done. They will never have any problem in making decisions 'coz past cannot affect present anymore.

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